I am just disgusted

and I am sure that my lack of blogging enthusiasm reflects it. CCAA matched six lousy days this month, SIX!! I don't know what the issue is with them and I really don't care.! It's been over 20 months, 21 to be exact and I am TIRED of waiting, way beyond tired of it. I am done being nice about and I want someone to yell at! Problem is, there is no one to yell at, no one who cares that this wait is unacceptable and will do something about it. We adoptive parents have no power, have no say. We just have to sit here and take it. UGH! Can you tell, not a good day at all!